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Some things are best kept private in silence at the time
they happen but with passage of time
one may reveal them as in this note, seven years having passed. Before
we begin with the stated topic, it is necessary to say a bit about myself and
my involvement in all of this
From childhood, I have been interested in the spiritual and
mystic side of life. As completion of
high school neared, the question arose in the family as to what career I should
take up. My father was interested in an army or administrative career for me.
It was the best practice in the family. However noting that such careers do not
permit freedom to travel or choose places where one would live and work, I was
against it.
Therefore, I joined a program in engineering at the Indian Institute
of Technology. During some training programs in industry, I was aghast at the
confinement in narrow cabins or shop floors in high walled security compounds
that engineers had to spend eight hours or more a day in. To me it seemed like
a prison for slaves. My soul was not born for it. Therefore I decided then and
there to continue studies up to doctoral level in USA
or Canada.
It would give me an opportunity to travel that I looked forward to much when
younger as also lead to an academic job later where one has the freedom to move
about on green university campuses. It may bring less money than some other
pursuits, but money has never been a priority for me in life. I have repeatedly
turned away from opportunities for more money all through life, if it implied
compromising ethics, freedom and environment of living. That is how I ended up
being a professor and scientist in some of the finest universities on our
planet.
Through a life full of many events and adventures, many a
time, I came close to grave danger but all those times a mysterious force, a
loving hand, saved me from trouble. I recognize that now as the Love of God in
His various facets and manifestations, a prominent one among them being Naini
Mata, the goddess of Nainital because I had spent my childhood in Nainital.
However on my part a debt remained. I had left Nainital early in childhood and
although there were brief visits, I had not made any contribution to the
beautiful district of Nainital over which the goddess presides. My educational contributions
in both science and mysticism had been in the wider world. In 2008, I realized
that although I could make social and spiritual contributions to the district all through
my life, it would not be possible to do much on the technical side beyond the
age of sixty and here I was, already 58 years old.
I rushed to the internet to check the status of engineering
education in the district of Nainital. I could not find any institute or
university involved in that in the district as existed at that time, except for a restricted effort in Bhimtal of which the goddess made me a member of the board of governors later, but there
was one that had begun in this direction. It was called Amrapali Institute of
Technology and Sciences or AITS for short. Immediately I sent a letter to their
management with my resume, that I would be happy to come to the Institute and
serve them in a senior capacity towards improving technical education in their
Institute, while in my heart it was for the the District of Nainital.
While humans believe that they do whatever they do, it is
only the spiritual who realize that behind it all is the mystic power of God
and the numerous gods and goddesses through whom this power flows. In Nainital
it is Naini Mata or Goddess Nanda often accompanied by her younger sister the
goddess Sunanda in times of peace, for while the goddess Nanda surrounded by
her lions is ever ready to go to war on evil, her sweet sister Sunanda
surrounded by lotuses prefers to take care of the well being of her human
children in times of peace. The mystic secrets of how Naini Mata organized the
development of the district beginning in 1840,
as appropriate for the modern age, soon after
Queen Victoria ascended the throne in England has been revealed in earlier
posts of this blog. The goddess had to involve the British for this for the
Indians of the time had no technical skills to develop a hill district.
By the 1900’s Nainital town and the surrounding district had
been developed to the best standards in the world as existed at that time. It
was time now for the goddess to inspire training of her Indian subjects in engineering skills
too, so that they need not depend on foreigners from far away. Unfortunately,
there was not a single place for engineering education in all of South Asia at that time. Soon after, the goddess inspired
a conference in Nainital in 1908 of educationists and administrators of that
time as to how to begin it in India.
As a result of this conference the first institutes of engineering began to be
established in India at HBTI in Kanpur and
the Thomson College in Roorkee. Thus began technical
education in India
too.
However in my survey in late 2008, I found that while
technical education had become widespread throughout India there was hardly any to speak of in Nainital District
itself except AITS and that is how I entered the picture. My letter had been
sent and soon after the goddess entered the hearts and mind of the management
of the Institute to come all the way to Jaipur and to ask me to come and join
them. While God gives full freedom to humans to make free choices He/She can organize circumstances so that karmic choices are made. The Institute is largely looked after by the son of the founder - Professor
Sanjay Dhingra. The father himself had other educational work to take care of in distant Modi Nagar. Two other partners who
were roped in were One Mr. Monga with background in Timber business and
familiar with land acquisitions required to set up the Institutes. Mr. Monga had the wisdom and grace of age that comes when a life is led well and his presence in the partnership brought in maturity. One more was
a cousin Mr. Narendra Dhingra who joined in to help as the fourth partner in this educational enterprise.. The latter two had nearly no
previous background in education so the task of developing these Institutes
fell largely on the shoulder of Professor Sanjay Dhingra. It was he who came
all the way to Jaipur to organize my appointment at AITS and I readily agreed.
He asked me what salary I might need and I mentioned that was irrelevant for in
my heart was service for my goddess mother
except for facilities as required for my work such as dedicated
transport, adequate office and furnished accommodation in secluded green area
that had become my life style since the age of forty or so. Nevertheless,
Sanjay was generous and urged me throughout my stay as to why I do not claim
expenses even as he does but I replied that it was not necessary. Simultaneously the grace of the goddess saw to it that I became a member of the Board of Governors of the Institute at Bhimtal too.
The Institute had begun admitting students three years prior
to that and the first batch was to graduate in 2010. When I arrived at the Institute
I was shocked at the mess the place was in. The building was partially
unconstructed, unsecured, equipment being stolen, students rebelling and
indulging in fights as young persons will when not channeled in positive
directions, no sense of order at all. A computer science faculty member was sharing
a room with one from English and so on. There was neither any department, nor any
office of the Institute. Students were being asked to go sit in any class and
few were taking place. The central office of the group of Institutes sent me
printed forms called Transfer Certificates as required in high schools but not
university level education and the class timings were also organized as high
school class periods of 45 minutes each. No one here had any idea of what
university level technical education is. Much of the faculty was young
graduates and the senior ones were from sciences etc. not engineering. There
was construction rubble all over and in the corridors too where a series of
constructed but unoccupied rooms lay with no one knowing what to do with them.
Nevertheless, the buildings were of good quality, thanks to the dedication of
Mr. Dhingra and a very competent expert, Professor K K Pande who had
contributed to the design but left before my arrival.
But with grace of the goddess, I was able to fix it all
within a year beginning with ethical education to students in a fatherly manner,
training the faculty in teaching methods, organizing offices and furniture for
them, fixing labs and central offices, appointing deans, heads of departments,
foreman, faculty in charges, organizing a developmental conferences, time
tables, and administrative procedures. fixing corridors, gardens and pathways
around the building and so on and cultural activities for students ending with
a grand farewell party for the first batch that graduated in 2010. A huge feast was laid out along the orchard in front of the Institue. I noticed little children of gardeners looking at the tables with greedy eyes and rushed to bring them by the hand to the tables and fill plates for them first. Altough humans do not realize this, if kind gestures are missed for the vulnerable of society human endeavors get cursed rather then blessed by the gods. It is because of this much suffering prevails in such areas for while compassion produces joy, selfishness and greed leads to misery and debilitating diseases that end lives in pain. Earlier one of my first pay raises at the Institute were for the lowest paid staff, the sanitary staff for similar reasons.
I had become sixty years old now and it was time to bid goodbye to it all, leaving its future fate in the hands of the gods even as Naini Mata left the fate for her beloved district in the hands of those who followed the British. For while the gods intervene they give freedom to their human children too with a saying from South Asia – Ab sanwar lo ya bigad lo, tumara hai – or to quote from my book, Mystic pathways to peace, love and happiness,
I had become sixty years old now and it was time to bid goodbye to it all, leaving its future fate in the hands of the gods even as Naini Mata left the fate for her beloved district in the hands of those who followed the British. For while the gods intervene they give freedom to their human children too with a saying from South Asia – Ab sanwar lo ya bigad lo, tumara hai – or to quote from my book, Mystic pathways to peace, love and happiness,
“Like a gentle mother, who allows her
offspring to play and mess about in a yard, even trample down her precious beds
of painfully nurtured flowers, Mother Earth too allows her children that
freedom. It is because of that we have filthy oil spills, scarred and
strip-mined patches of land, mercilessly logged forests, spills of chemical
wastes from our factories, filthy slum habitations of Latin America, European
Gypsy camps, slums of India
and Indonesia
with rape and hunger infested refugee camps of the world. These ugly scars and
spots on Mother Earth do not for a moment mean that Mother Earth is ugly. It is
just a temporary thing, like the flowerbeds trampled upon by unruly children.
When the play is over and children back in bed, mother would come around and
fix those flower beds and forests once again. Like every good mother, Mother
Earth is stern from time to time. When she gets angry, she shakes her bosom
like an earthquake, roars like a hurricane or thunders like the floods drowning
her children into a corner stool as temporary punishment.”
I do feel that the Mother was pleased
with my effort, for soon after I returned, she granted me the honor of naming
one of the most sacred Mountains on earth as Sunanda Devi
Mountain. It had earlier
been called Nanda Devi East. Perhaps with this my name has entered the eternal records of heavens, the heavely abode of the goddesses Nanda and Sunanda, for as long as the Himalayas stand. While in Nainital too she looked after me as every
loving mother would look after her beloved child who has come from far to visit
her in old age. The Senior most and most powerful administrative officer of the
district and neighboring districts ( I G Ashok Kumar, came to visit me and left
his contacts and numbers to say they were at my beck and call for any need that
may arise as was the senior most police officer of the District who became a neighbor.
Every month I climbed the hill to pay
my regards to Naini Mata at her shrine besides the lake and while in Naintal
she arranged the grandest lodging for me to stay each and every time – The Raj
Bhavan – a place that was built for Queen Victoria, were she to visit India as
the Empress of the district while she lived and used as summer residences for
governors since. It is a large facility in Nainital and has buildings and rooms
for other select guests who might be chosen for stay.
From a parallel hill, Babaji
Haidakhan her beloved son was always by my side. I had last visited his ashram in
Haidakhan in 2007. The ashram provides free meals and rooms for all who choose
to visit just as in Sikh Temples from voluntary contributions. I had mentioned
that the lunch could be improved if Dahi (yoghurt) was added to it if they could manage
the funds beginning with a small contribution myself then. A training and
placement officer of the Institute who had been visiting the place insisted on
coming along with me on the new visit. On the way, I stopped our car and said, we
need to buy glucose biscuits for the dogs. This officer was disgusted and
remarked,
“I have been so many times to the
ashram, but I have never seen any dogs.”
When we arrived at the ashram the
dogs came running out and jumped and squealed in delight all over me to get the
biscuits. In the temple room the priest handed me the tray of Bhog, Prasad to carry to
the mess where all had gathered for lunch and waiting. A grand lunch was served
and a yogini ran out to get a can of dahi that was still not a part of the
lunch. It was a small one but she poured it out herself in plates of all
sitting for lunch and a hundred and one persons had gathered the, more dahi she
served, the more was left in her can, In the end she sent it to the kitchens
for the staff.
Jai Mata ki
Jai Baba Haidakhan
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